as the first nite i think it hit me that im leaving..i think it was the first dance in 4 years that brittany and liz werent there... and i dont know evn tho there were other freinds there it just wasnt the same...and it felt like i was out there alone with no one to dance with..esp since most people were like couple dancin which was totally cool some were kind of amusing but i dont know. it just finally hit home that im leaving my friends..and it showed me what my life was going to be like without them..it wasnt pretty. i know i have other freinds but to be honest..its just not the same, i think its just that ive known n been through so much with britt n liz that w/o them there. i feel alone, and thats prob sad but thats my life for ya haha. tho i must say the first few hours i was having fun, not thinking about nethin but the prsent..but then i started dancing and it all came back...im going to be alone nxt year..again.