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Why does it always feel like im second best? with friends, with family, at school..well at school im not evn close but its only with friends that bothers me. theres always some1 else one of my friends would rather hang out with than me, and only when their other friends are not free do they decide alrite, ill go hang out with grace or ill invite her but i dno... wutever its all over now and its summer, im content with my life now i guess. it just bothers me sometimes, when i think some1s a friend but then i jus get ditched repeatedly and put behind every1 else constantly, but ive learned to accept the fact that im not that important and to entertain myself and read more so thats good.

by the way im writing letters to people that have affected my life dramatically in anyway, well menlo people, in the past four years, so just a heads up if i hand you a random envelope. i'm not writing many cuz i dont have time and the pens are expensive so sorry to all that didnt get one.

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i took a nap today n had very odd dreams n i dno if it was good or not lol it was just weird...but im pretty sure ill be up all nite whee havnt pulled an all niter in awhile i was due lol but itll be fun i getta play wit photos no actual thought required thankfully :P i honestly cannot wait 4 this snr project to be over, its so much harder than acutal school ugh i cannot wait 4 summer!!! it seems like another drama filled summer but hopefully ill have some fun despite every1 leaving in the beginnin of it :( but wuteva its all good. ok back to more editin photos haha that is all folks.
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creative
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like all i do nowadays is disappoint ppl...whether or not theyre close to me it doenst evn matter its like all i ever do is let people down, of course its my fault but ita still sucks cuz i hate it when i do it..its jus theres so much going on n i sometimes have to prioritize, it's not an excuse of course but i dno it jus sucks, ok so yea that is all folks.
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disappointed disappointed
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restaurant..anybody know of a semi nice one..around $20-$30 entrees? like anywhere on the peninsula preferably not too much south of p.a. hehe that would be great thanks! that is all folks.
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hungry hungry
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it must be to be someone who knew what they want, and went after it, i wish i knew. that is all folks.
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blah blah
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why does it seem like its easier to make a bad decision than to make the rite one??? or is it jus me and my skrewed up mind? who knows. hopefully this wkend will be fun and after may 30 im freeeeeeeeeeeeee ok well that is all folks.
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last nite i think for the first time I lived for the moment and didnt think about the future...and i dont think I regret it..and I'm not sure if that's a good thing or not. that is all folks.
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I feel one of those...get a blanket, go lie out in the park in the dead of night with a friend and jus chill nights coming on...too bad its going to rain soon and no stars, fucking clouds o well its all good. sad thing is im prob not gna see like half my friends at menlo anymore after like graduation n i doubt the roadtrip is happening tho im going to take one 4 sure. jus with who is up in the air, it seems like i dont know whats happening with anything or anyone anymore but yea that is all folks.
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confused confused
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its weird evn thought we just had prom...it seemed wayyyy too short and im sitll in that i wna get all dressed up, go out and eat delicious food with my friends mood i dno perhaps its cuz i luv dressing up and i havnt done it in so long or that prom was just WAY too short :( who knows all i know is i wna go out and get all dressed up with my friends and have a good time. im so sad once again im home alone on a friday night that is all folks.
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tired tired
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i just want jello and to play pool lol it seems so simple yet it'll never happen how odd o well lol life goes on :P that is all folks.
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aggravated aggravated
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